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11/29/2007 @ 3:32 PM

Sry abt the super emo post yesterday. x-X I'm still not very happy today though. xP But i'm not emo today. I had guitar exam today! Had to go to sac(it's at bedok! wth), I woke up at 7.30?!?! Wth. Went out at 8.45, and boarded the super CROWDED(I HATE crowded buses, especially when it's 67)184. Wah,then after the ngee ann bus stop the bus suddenly so empty. == Then I went to clementi to take mrt arhh. From clementi to bedok is 19 stops. I didn't know it'll only take me like 1 hr to reach bedok, so I went out so early. I stood for the whole 19 stops. T-T The mrt was freaking crowded also. I reached bedok at 9.45! I was supposed to report to sac at 11, but I had to take a bus there first, but since i was so early i went to the hawker centre and eat breakfast. [; eat liao buy one cup of soya bean(it cost $1!!! T-T), some more it was hot de eh, I tell her cold one. == Walked to the bus interchange, saw my bus pass me. == Waited and loitered around for 10 over mins, then took the bus. Reached sac at 10.55. Went in for exam soon after, and the steward person keep on ask ask ask weird questions. == Screwed up! Haha, so maybe I'll fail. The first in all of my teacher's students to fail an exam. Sounds cool? xP THe examiner asked me whether I wanted to be called Fion, Lim or Jinyi, lol. Duh fion larrh. Lim?!?! Lol. Refused sherie's offer for a ride to buy lunch for my sister, ran after the bus, got on and my sister smsed me to say she doesn't need lunch anymore. WTH. But anyway, I bought sth frm the hawker centre again, took mrt back to clementi, then realised the thing I bought can be found in clementi. == Oh ya, everybody were like looking at me where ever i went, guess it's cause I was carrying a guitar. All the other people were fetched(duh) so none of them saw any other mgs girl in mgs uniform with a guitar. Ya, guess that's why. Rah, bored now. Dowan talk liao, bye bye.


11/28/2007 @ 3:16 PM

今天突然很想post, 而且使用我最喜欢的语言之一。外面下着雨,天空灰蒙蒙的,其实,我今天心情不好。刚刚跟某位朋友去kap,回来想着她对我说的话,开始反省。想着想着,忽然觉得我活着的这14年来,好像毫无意义,被浪费掉了。

上小学的时候,我剪掉留了满久的长头发,变成蘑菇头。不是自愿的,是被逼的,妈咪说她没时间帮我绑头发。糊里糊涂地进了小学,得了一个很奇怪的外号,过着算是满孤独的一年,没什么朋友,只有3个吧。我到现在还怀疑,我是不是有轻微的自闭症,还是就是太害羞。

二年级那年,我被欺负,如果那算是欺负吧。好朋友被人抢走,从此一个人。那年我学会了一个很重要的东西,就是朋友也有她们自己的朋友,她们不属于你一个人。学会了那一点,从此以后,如果朋友因为要跟别的朋友吃饭而抛下我,我除了觉得有一点难过,也不再介意。

小三那一年,认识了会成为我最好的朋友之一的许婷玉,也有了很多新朋友。虽然不怎么熟,但她们对我也算是满友善的。那一年的生日,在学校度过。同学们得知了,要求老师让她们在回家之前,为我唱一首生日歌。那时,我觉得好害羞,也很开心。我还开始玩neopets。

小四,跟已成为好朋友的婷玉再次同班,也和许多3.3的同学同班。糊里糊涂地过完被老师排斥的那一年,去了露营,然后得知我进了EM1。

小五,数学一落千丈,婷玉也多了一位好朋友,而她却很恨我。那一年,发现自己的华文竟然那么好,考试还全班第二,还跟lina打成平手。过完恨透美琪的一年,发现得和她同班,当时很懊恼。我们却在某位朋友的生日会,为了一件很蠢的小事,从此变成好朋友。

小六了,婷玉在最好的班,我和美琪变得比较亲。那一年我每当心情不好,吃面时会加5汤池的辣椒油,辣死自己。我也认识了ah sum,她在变成我好朋友的几年后,告诉我其实她当时恨我,因为我让别人欺负我。糊里糊涂考完psle,被陈小姐威胁,如果不回mg,她会杀了我。做了一件残忍的事,也第一次看到社会的现实。那一年,我被老师骂到哭了出来,也从此决定不会再在同学面前流泪。Farewell party那一天,还是哭得双眼红肿,甚至还泪流满面地到处安慰别人。决定回mg,也作了一个令我很后悔的决定。

eee,还是不要写了。这个post好像超emo的,读了也有点恶心。我干吗一直讲小学啊?可能是怀旧吧,总之,我现在心情不好。xP


11/22/2007 @ 5:59 PM

I'm finally posting again. Today's post would be abt my future class. Which is 3M'08. Sounds like the best class hah. xP Half of that class is from 2h'07!!! Yay! xD Oh ya, in case you all still don't know, the class lists are out. Go lead>shared workspace and you will see a folder with the name "2008_Sec_3_Class_Lists" go into it and download the adobe document. If you don't have the programme at home, pls tell me so I can help you check. xD And so, if I'm not wrong, my future classroom is the first nearest the canteen, and it's a big classroom with only 29 people in it. xD Yay to the space! Oh well, that's abt all for now. Oh, the list of 2h'07 people in 3m'08(in register order and excluding me): lydia, rachel, eunice, hannah, jade, jaslyn, min, laura, ze, jia, louise, sandra, debra and hui yu. I guess that's abt all then.


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